It was a really short stint, but it was damn frustrating. People at work somehow managed to make me act in one of promos for one of channel program. It was about some morning show. And I was made to drink tea! People, who know me, are aware of my dislike for this much hyped drink.

Any way.

The shoot was frustrating to the hilt. Thankfully, I didn’t give any retakes. But the producer wanted to capture the same action from different angles. And hence, I had to repeat the action again and again (well, he had only two cameras).

And…I had to drink the hot tea again and again. And I ended up with burnt lips and tongue. God! It’s still hurting.

Am telling you…this acting business so damn tough yaar. And for a person like me, who doesn’t posses something known as patience, its nearly impossible!

I am not going to act in any promo, or for that matter any thing, again!!!

When I am happy, people have problem.
When I am sad, people have problem.
When I speak, they have problem.
When I do not speak, then also they have problem.
Is there something wrong in my head?
Hmmm….what to do??

Well….lemme clarify this first…I talk and I talk a lot!!
But I am suffering from a very stupid problem these a days.
I find myself short of things to talk about. And this happens only when I am with this particular person. Otherwise I am a radio station in myself. I talk non-stop with when with my other friends. But with this friend…I am like ummm…ummm….ummmmm…..
The person is not a beast or something, but I think I am kinda scared of this person.
Scared in the sense that I dont want to annoy this person ( which i often do).
Any way…I think I should stop it here only….I need to go..mom is calling!!

Fine. I think I need to take some serious decisions at this point of time. Decisions that wont change. I know am really bad at doing this. But this time I am going to try it with all my will power.
I am fed up double standards people show.
From now onwards I will give my emotions a break. They really need to take some time off.
And from now onwards I will try to prioritize things a bit practically.
Lets see…..

Damn it. My zune is again giving me problems. I guess there is something wrong with the usb charger. It does not connect the zune to the computer instantly. Takes like 15 mins to even detect it. And the sadest part is that we dont even have any service centre.
main kya karoon….