25 May 2008

I finally failed…

Ever tried to hold the sand in your hands? Very tightly? I tried. And failed. Miserably!
One cannot always get what one wants. I have realized this. It’s painful at times. But one has to accept it.
The sand has left my hands. Completely I guess. I tried very hard. I think that’s [...]

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09 Apr 2008

Me and my problems….

There is something that is bothering me very acutely. It’s been one week now. The more I want to ignore this, the more it gets on me. It can be a minor issue if I ignore it. And it can be a major issue if I give it some more time and thoughts.
God!
I just don’t [...]

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06 Apr 2008

What to do?

When I am happy, people have problem.
When I am sad, people have problem.
When I speak, they have problem.
When I do not speak, then also they have problem.
Is there something wrong in my head?
Hmmm….what to do??

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07 Mar 2008

Why double standards??

Fine. I think I need to take some serious decisions at this point of time. Decisions that wont change. I know am really bad at doing this. But this time I am going to try it with all my will power.I am fed up double standards people show.From now onwards I will give my emotions [...]

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01 Mar 2008

Grow up!!

Grow up Rucha!Stop behaving like a kid!People are hurting you!Your emotions will take you nowhere!People are taking advantage!Grow up baby, GROW UP!! 
-as told by Rahul

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16 Feb 2008

I am sad…

Today I am feeling utterly sad….without any reason. Or may be I am not aware of the reason. And I am feeling very lonely. Have been feeling like this since afternoon.And no, its not because of you….

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05 Feb 2008

I am sorry

I am sorry. Whatever I said, I said out of sheer annoyance.And you have given me everything I wished. You still continue to do so.You have taken care of me, you have pampered me in every possible way.Thank you so much…..

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31 Jan 2008

I can relate to it really well….

No sleepNo sleep until I am done with finding the answerWon’t stopWon’t stop before I find a cure for this cancerSometimes I feel I going down and so disconnectedSomehow I know that I am haunted to be wantedI’ve been watchingI’ve been waitingIn the shadows all my timeI’ve been searchingI’ve been livingFor tomorrows all my life
-The [...]

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30 Jan 2008

Why the hell people can’t take truth?

People just cant keep the personal things personal.Now when you have done so, don’t ever even try to blame me for spilling the beans.

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29 Jan 2008

Oh…I didnt know this..!!

Someone told me recently that I am:1. irritating2. immature and3. dumb
Umm…I guess I am just a fool.And people are too judgemental and opinionated.

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